Dear Jared,

Soooo, turns out I can't top myself... but I figured well at least I'd try. You are always sending me links and photos and such, but I keep all mine to myself. Well, more like, I "hoard" them... and put them here instead. To give you on Christmas.

I already showed you my favorite paintings, my favorite photos, my favorite quotes... I've done that. But, these are beautiful things... that all made me think of you. These days, most beautiful things make me think of you, so I had to edit a bit.

For every day there is a poloraid taken from a website, asking people all over the world what they wanted to do before they died. I took my favorites. I didn't mean for it to be dark, or to seem that way... if anything, you've reminded me that I'm alive and to not live in death's shadow. I will never forget the way you rubbed my back when I was crying in Donatello, and I felt my whole world and all the walls I've built to hold myself up, well I felt them toppling down. But you were beside me. I wasn't alone. I don't have to be.

You're absolutely one of a kind Jared.
You see things like no one else, and the amount of care you put into the things and people you love- it's staggering.
I'm proud to be beside you.
Don't ever doubt yourself, or not know your worth.
You are overflowing with brilliant light and color.
Thank you for finding me again...

I love you. Merry Christmas Jared!!

Yours, Sabrina